Monday, October 19, 2009

Currently at EA now,
Relaxing for awhile while waiting for QM tutorial at 10
Been thinking alot just now, about the past
It strikes me that,
Good things never last
So, I just have to move on right?
There is no particular reason for me to say this
Just saying this in general about the past
Thinking of all the mistakes that I go through last time
And I never fail to go through it again, sigh
Why can't I learn from the mistakes?
This things are killing me.
Why can't I just forget about the past?
Its hurting sometimes
The problems is the flashbacks that happen
is not about the good memories but the sad ones.
I just need someone to talk to
I thought I promise myself not to post any sad things here
But in the end, I did
And I think the reason I'm doing this is because
I don't have someone to share with anymore
I think I said enough already :)

assignments assignments

Well, I'm doing a little Qm assignment now
At least I manage to finish up 2 questions, haha
Kinda worried and stress up now
Economics mid term is this Thursday and I haven't start studying yet!
And its worth 25% of my assessment
A FREAKING 25%!!
I better start studying already
Haven't mention about my BIS assignment that is driving me up the wall
Gosh, like seriously I gotta start studying for finals already
Especially my economics and BIS.
I definitely don't wanna fail this two subjects!
Got to get going now and study.
Its like all I care about right now..
P/S: This stalker is kinda cute :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Today is one heck of a FULL day!
Haha. I cannot eat anymore. Big fat stomach tomorrow for college I guess
Well, in the morning, I drove my family all the way to Subang for its famous Dim Sum
Then at around 10 something I reached Dianne house as we were suppose to go to
Purani house for Deepavali lunch!
Well, went to bought some fruits for a gift
I didn't know buying fruits will give you headache! Haha
Anyway, pick up Lily from Said house and go to Purani house.
Makan makan and all, and the food is yummy! :)
I lovesss Purani dog called Rozzy! :) She is so adorably cute! :)
I will post up the pictures soon. All of them is in Dianne Facebook.
Now, I just after dinner from neighbour house.
Gosh, I'm full. Like seriously.
I think I'll be sick of food for these few days. Haha
***
Well, I have something to say
Not emo post so don't worry.
I thank you :)
Sometimes I think of giving up and all
You make me stronger then ever.
You never fail to make me happy.
Even sometime also I think I'm not good enough for you
and I think of letting you go, I still can't find a reason to do so
Coz you really meant a lot to me
I definitely will not regret knowing you
And I know you know what I meant
I just don't care what other thinks of you
becoz I believe 'Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder'
U know I need you by my side
The reason I'm still here is becoz of you
And all I just want to say is
Thank You :)

:)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I've just learned that
"When things aren't meant to be changed, it cannot be changed"
Even how hard I tried, it will never change
Myself better learn how to accept it
And to just let go.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Appreciating every little thing in life.

Yes, like the tittle said.
Its important to appreciate every little thing in your life
The fact is, people tend not to know how little things in life
surrounding them is the most important things in their life.
Some think that their life is the worst and they did not know that
some people out there have suffered worst than them.
Life isn't about getting all you want, life is about feeling grateful for
what you have now instead of complaining about what you have.
Haha, I was like that! Complaining about the things that I don't have
and things that is unfair.
Well, LIFE IN UNFAIR!
If life was fair, it won't be called life!
U see, I soon understood why it is important to appreciate things around you.
I have nice family, and nice friends! What could I still ask for?
At least I wanna ask for one more thing. That I can study hard, Haha :)
Well, I'm happy now as I have friends that I know cared about me
and take the time to listen to my problems.
That's all I wanna blurt out.
Just feels like sharing what I think.
Alright, have a class now. So, goodbye :)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Sorry for not updating frequently
I was busy recently with assignments and all
Will update once possible.
"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" :)
I like this saying :)
Alright, I have to go for breakfast now coz I have MPTE lecture at 10 later
:)